- Body aches and pains, especially in the neck, shoulder and
back. This is the result of intense changes at your DNA level
as the "Christ seed" awakens within. This too shall
- Feeling of deep inner sadness for no apparent reason.
You are releasing your past (this lifetime and others) and this
causes the feeling of sadness. This is similar to the experience
of moving from a house where you lived in for many, many years
into a new house. As much as you want to move into the new house,
there is a sadness of leaving behind the memories, energy and
experiences of the old house. This too shall pass.
- Crying for no apparent reason. Similar to #2 above. It's
good and healthy to let the tears flow. It helps to release the
old energy within. This too shall pass.
- Sudden change in job or career. A very common symptom.
As you change, things around you will change as well. Don't worry
about finding the "perfect" job or career right now.
This too shall pass. You're in transition and you may make several
job changes before you settle into one that fits your passion.
- Withdrawal from family relationships. You are connected
to your biological family via old karma. When you get off the
karmic cycle, the bonds of the old relationships are released.
It will appear as though you are drifting away from your family
and friends. This too shall pass. After a period of time, you
may develop a new relationship with them if it is appropriate.
However, the relationship will be based in the new energy without
the karmic attachments.
- Unusual sleep patterns. It's likely that you'll awaken
many nights between 2:00 and 4:00 AM. There's a lot of work going
on within you, and it often causes you to wake up for a "breather."
Not to worry. If you can't go back to sleep, get up and do something
rather than lay in bed and worry about humanly things. This too
- Intense dreams. These might include war and battle dreams,
chase dreams or monster dreams. You are literally releasing the
old energy within, and these energies of the past are often symbolized
as wars, running to escape and boogiemen. This too shall pass.
- Physical disorientation. At times you'll feel very ungrounded.
You'll be "spatially challenged" with the feeling like
you can't put two feet on the ground, or that you're walking between
two worlds. As your consciousness transitions into the new energy,
you body sometimes lags behind. Spend more time in nature to help
ground the new energy within. This too shall pass.
- Increased "self talk." You'll find yourself
talking to your Self more often. You'll suddenly realize you've
been chattering away with yourself for the past 30 minutes. There
is a new level of communication taking place within your being,
and you're experiencing the tip of the iceberg with the self talk.
The conversations will increase, and they will become more fluid,
more coherent and more insightful. You're not going crazy, you're
just moving into the new energy.
- Feelings of loneliness, even when in the company of others.
You may feel alone and removed from others. You may feel the desire
to "flee" groups and crowds. You are walking
a sacred and lonely path. As much as the feelings of loneliness
cause you anxiety, it is difficult to relate to others at this
time. The feelings of loneliness are also associated with the
fact that your Guides have departed. They have been with you on
all of your journeys in all of your lifetimes. It was time for
them to back away so you could fill your space with your own divinity.
This too shall pass. The void within will be filled with the love
and energy of your own Christ consciousness.
- Loss of passion. You may feel totally disimpassioned,
with little or no desire to do anything. That's OK, and it's just
part of the process. Take this time to "do no-thing."
Don't fight yourself on this, because this too shall pass. It's
similar to rebooting a computer. You need to shut down for a brief
period of time in order to load the sophisticated new software,
or in this case, the new Christ-seed energy.
- A deep longing to go Home. This is perhaps the most difficult
and challenging of any of the conditions. You may experience a
deep and overwhelming desire to leave the planet and return to
Home. This is not a "suicidal" feeling. It is not based
in anger or frustration. You don't want to make a big deal of
it or cause drama for yourself or other. There is a quiet part
of you that wants to go Home. The root cause for this is quite
simple. You have completed your karmic cycles. You have completed
your contract for this lifetime. You are ready to begin a new
lifetime while still in this physical body.
During this transition
process, you have an inner remembrance of what it is like to
be on the other side. Are you ready to enlist for another tour
of duty here on Earth? Are you ready to take on the challenges
of moving into the New Energy? Yes, indeed you could go Home right
now. But you've come this far, and after many, many lifetimes
it would be a shame to leave before the end of the movie. Besides,
Spirit needs you here to help others transition into the new energy.
They will need a human guide, just like you, who has taken the
journey from the old energy into the new. The path you're walking
right now provides the experiences to enable you to become a Teacher
of the New Divine Human. As lonely and dark as your journey can
be at times, remember that you are never alone.
Copyright 2001 by Geoffrey Hoppe, Golden, CO.
Prepared in collaboration with Tobias of the Crimson Circle.
Please distribute freely for non-commercial purposes.